My psychiatrist got on me today about the THC. He reminded me of what happened last time I was vaping and taking edibles in the spring when I ended up severely manic and psychotic and reiterated a billion times today during our visit how bad it is especially for someone like me with bipolar and that he doesn’t want to see me end up inpatient in the hospital especially over the holidays. So he told me to stop and also wouldn’t sign my payee paperwork today for me to become my own payee. He said he’d sign it next month only if I quit weed.

Sucks but he’s right. So I guess I’m permanently giving it up.