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Old Nov 14, 2024, 12:30 PM
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I still don't know how I'm doing. We had takeout last week for my mom's birth day and I almost ate my whole chicken finger dinner, but other than that, I'm practically not eating. I want to though! Just nothing tastes good, I get nauseous sometimes even throw up, I'm not hungry, I barely know what time it is so for example right now I just realized it's about 12:30 and I should be eating lunch but I can't think of ANYTHING that I can actually get into my stomach and keep there. I smoked weed last week to see if that'd help, it did a little. I haven't weighed myself in 10 days so not sure what that's looking like.
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