Thanks for your confidence, Ana. I have to figure it out at some point, right? I can't sustain this forever.

I told L similar this week. I told her that I know being on the other end of this isn't fun, but going through it isn't fun either.

And both you and Comrade are very right. Only I know myself best. I just don't know how to fix this situation without getting hurt. If I stay, I hurt. If I leave, I hurt.