Hey guys, just woke up from a nap. I think I am also crashing from the anesthesia the other day.

Jello, that sounds kinda harsh. If T said that right now, when I need caring the most I think I would burst into tears.

I am of the opinion, at least at this moment, that Mouse is on target here. It is okay to miss T, it is okay to need caring for right now. I just need to be taken care of because I am fragile right now after the surgery, and it calls up feelings of neglect from when I was a kid and uncared for if I was sick.