I did all my cleaning today. So all that’s done. I read for an hour. Now I’m just sitting here kinda anxious trying to decide what to do with the rest of my weekend. My anxiety is really bad. I’m trying to work through some radical acceptance stuff for my paranoia. I wish I had friends in my actual life like near me that I could hang out with. I don’t do well sitting in my apartment by myself, I get really paranoid. I might try to go to a couple movies at the theater next month. By myself but at least it’s around other people. And it’s something to do that gets me out of the house. I want to see the lord of the rings: war of the rohirrim movie coming out in December. And maybe Nosferatu too. I might have a few trips to the cafe as well.

Next week there’s a nutrition class here I’m going to, a wreath making event I’m going to and a potluck I’m going to.