I can only reiterate what everyone else is saying and, in particular, what Rive said: That therapist sexually abused you and if you are able, I would report them. I know reporting can be an extremely difficult thing to do, so do what feels right for you. This sort of abuse from a therapist is such a violation, it makes me very angry. I can empathize with what you might be feeling right now. Please find another therapist or go to someone you trust for a lot of support. There are many books and articles online to read about this egregious therapist behavior, if you are interested. I suggest them because they might help you to feel less isolated with this experience. Sending well wishes and support your way.