I'm so sorry, Scarlet.
As you said to me a few days ago, 'Your feelings are valid.'
Now that L is going to have a daughter, reality has set in for you...and that is hard.
I hope you can find a way to trust L that feels comfortable for you.
Hugs,
Lost
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Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin