hmmm...

Magic drugs. I'm all for experimentation, as long as there is a purpose.
Also, when I did magic drugs (LSD, shrooms, ayuasca, etc.), it was never in the city and always along with really close, reliable friends.

Yeah, I remember thinking I was seeing some religious image in the sky, once, and tripping way out of my head with insights on minor details like colors, sounds and what not.

Honestly, the signals of my depression/anxiety have been here since I was a child, I can tell you that for sure. There is no way that pot or even the "hard" ones have made my mental condition any worse - not that they've made me a better person, either.

Anyways, following the harm reduction philosophy, I've managed to QUIT all my anxiety meds (awuful legal hard drugs). I do take antidepressants, but for anxiety, my med really is marijuana.

I work, I live by myself and I smoke a bit when I come home at night and it helps me relax and unwind.

Being analytical can be very good for you. There's a big difference between thinking deeply and being paranoid, though.

peace :-)