I was talking about this to my gp last week, when i said i would not seek treatment if i had cancer. He goes, but your so bubbly! Its a defense, isnt it? Look im laughing, please dont unalive me, i wont bother you, i agree with you.

Its like that meme, you had one job. Our parents had one job, just be effin nice to us. It wasnt something they could pass off to someone else. Once those brain synapses are cut short from lack of attention and care, they dont grow back and we are stuck here. Observers, participants as much as we can manage.