No. I don't see it as care. How is "you had anemia before and you're tired now, so you might be anemic again," and "I don't know what to do for you, and you don't know what I can do for you, so I'm not going to do a nything," and "you tell me what meds will work," something you need to specialize in psych to be able to say?

I don't even call their emergency line anymore because although 1/30 times they help, the rest they either piss me off more, don't call back (probably most common), or make me go to the hospital. Me being in treatment is just for show. It's just a "hey, I'm doing this thing that's going to make me better," but for all I know that thing is why I feel so trapped and hopeless.

I literally do not even know what they are supposed to do or what I'm supposed to do with each of them. I mean, I sign ROIs for the hospital and local PD and "treatment plans" that just say "will take meds, abstain from substances, and use healthy coping strategies 2x a week" with my CM. Who knew playing a guitar on Tuesdays at 11am, going to the lake on Fridays at 5pm, and not slamming meth cures bipolar?