Anyone else a grinch like me? I absolutely hate the holidays.

I don't look forward to large extended family gatherings, outings with family friends, and all the hubla.

I have been in the psych hospital the past 2 years late November-early December. Early December is the anniversary of a very disturbing sexual assualt that occured. Then, I'm stressed about having an extended early Thanksgiving with my family this weekend, spending actual Thanksgiving day with family friends, my daughter's birthday, a birthday party for her, Christmas with my extended family early, going to see lights with family friends, actual Christmas day, ugh.

I haven't bought any presents, have not clue what to buy. I hate buying presents, I hate wrapping presents. I hate cooking/baking, I hate decorating, even putting up the Christmas tree. I hate all of it.

Am I just a complete grinch?!