Had a mind-numbing wave of depression hit out of nowhere even after getting all the sewage issues fixed/stuff cleaned. Finally the depression is letting up some, probably because I caved an took a Claritin (seasonal allergies acting up today). Now I just hope that doesn't make me even more anxious.. I really just want to go to sleep but I'm going to have a hot drink and try to read. Then get through cooking dinner. It's not THAT hard a meal, but in my mind it's buit up to this huge thing.

I really hate bipolar!