Just write to her. Apologize, get it out. You are not worthless for that. You behaved rather badly but it does not make you a worthless person. Especially if you think of her every day, write to her and say that. The longer you wait, the harder it will become. Get it done.
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Bipolar I w/psychotic features
Last inpatient stay in 2018
Lybalvi 10 mg
Naltrexone 75 mg
Gabapentin 1500 mg+Vitamin B-complex (against extrapyramidal side effects)
Long-term side effects from medications, some of them discontinued:
- Hypothyroidism
- Obesity BMI ~ 38
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