Hi R,

Reading Meghan Riordan Jarvis' memoir The End of the Hour is like having my brain explained to me.

I find myself recoiling from anyone who tries to tell me how to handle this grief at the moment.

It's almost as if the trauma just...sits there, preventing me from getting at any of the other feelings.

That sore feeling has stayed, and the weird thing is that there's no point taking any pain relief for this.

Hoping that we will be in the same space next Thursday.

Take care,

Lost