The worst thing that I need to admit, how awful these relationships were to leave him forever. But when I admit this - it's so painful. I regret for a person who suffered all this for years. Something like rotting in me now.
It's the last week. We argued because I didn't want to hear his insults anymore and his father nearly bit me.
I left the house to go to market and he scared me by messages he won't let me in.
I hope I can survive until Monday (there is a chance a room for me will be free earlier).
I wish no one were in such a situation. A good psychotherapist is a must ( I received one as a gift). That's why I started posting this, not only for support.
Don't waste your time on unreliable men.