I've been texting with my sister tonight and she's trying to convince me to move back to Missouri. I seriously will be considering it, after I retire. I won't care about snow and ice when I don't have to go out in it. Sometimes I really miss my family, living so far away. Especially around holidays. I would so love to be at my sister's house tonight, sitting in the garage smoking weed with her and her boyfriend. He's become more a brother to me than my own, lately. Meh. I'm in such an odd headspace this week i don't quite know what to do with myself. I've even been thinking strongly about going vegan, I have a friend I used to work with who went vegan and she's gonna help me with recipes and stuff. I just feel like it's time for a big change, y'know? I'm so... blah. I hate how unhealthy I am because of the crap I eat.