Yeah

That’s what most likely happened. You were most likely used.

It happened to me too, and others on this forum.

You were there to fill a role.

Love starts with you. Love yourself and find things to care for yourself and give you some sense of fulfillment

If you weren’t a good person who believed in love, if you weren’t solid and reliable, this wouldn’t have happened to you.

Me and you aren’t that far off in age. @eskielover has been an inspiration to me in starting over. @Have Hope has been starting over at 50+ too.

What one person can do another can do.

She’s been bleeding you. Stop the bleeding. When you want to reach out to her, redirect that energy back to yourself to do or have something you want.