I had to blow my nose before. It was very.... interesting with a septum piercing. Lol.

I'm currently freezing my *** off. I don't know what the temperature is in here. -20F? Honestly! I have my huge sweater on and am under the blankets and everything. I already wrote in my journal and took a shower. I should be getting my tofurkey in the oven, but I'm comfy at the moment and my husband is kind of half laying on me.

I've decided for sure what Sleep Token tattoo I want to get in February (well, I already knew what lyrics, but now I know for sure what pic to go along with the lyrics. I showed my daughter and she said, "You're going to regret that when you're an old lady." I said, "I don't give a FUUUUUUCK!!!" And no I'm not anyway. She also said my septum piercing was going to look weird and admitted to me she likes it, so there. Actually, Husband wasn't too thrilled about it either but he likes it. He said it's the only piercing I've gotten that he sctually likes, so HA).

I'm not looking forward to today. If I had my way I would just stay home, but it would break my husband's mom's heart, so I can't do that.

I wish I would have thought ahead. I would have put out some extra gabbies for today. I have SO much extra gabapentin it's ridiculous, but I didn't think ahead. And I don't like drinking (unless it's a few beers at a concert. Then it's fun). I KNOW I'm going to feel trapped and have a panic situation like I do EVERY year.

Goal: GET THROUGH TODAY!

At least I don't have to see my mom!