I keep thinking how I’d be better off dead. No family called or messaged today for the holiday. No one invited me over. The only family I really have left is my sister and she lives 15 minutes away. Heard nothing from her all day, I texted her happy Thanksgiving around 4pm and she texted “Happy Thanksgiving” back and that was it. I feel like no one gives a **** about me. Even my ex boyfriend who I’m good friends with now called me but my own family can’t bother to call. And no I didn’t call them because it’s always me who has to initiate any conversation or anything, otherwise I wouldn’t hear from them for months on end