I have plans to paint with my friend from here(a friend from My support forums) I’ve been friends with for a very long time, many years, . over video chat tomorrow so that should be fun. This will be a lot of fun. I’m excited. We’re each gonna paint a rose and see how they come out differently. She’s using water color and I’m using acrylics. Something to look forward to.

I feel a lot of love from my friends lately even if I don’t feel it from any of my family. My ex who I’m really good friends with now (we broke up on really good terms) called me yesterday and we talked for like an hour. It was fun to catch up and hear how he’s doing. I’m glad we’re good friends still without it feeling awkward at all.

And my other friend (my best friend) who lives in Kentucky I still talk to most days. She and I went to high school together. That was like 12 years ago we graduated and I moved back to NY but we still talk several times a week.

So even though my family doesn’t seem to care sometimes I do have good friends even if a lot of them are long distance.