Yes, I see cosmic senselessness too. Not onnly I see my life (and yes, even my parents' ones) totally pathetic, but also I can't see how any life could be GOOD. I suppose those who feel good are belssed with some kind of physiological madness tat let's them go lighthearted.

Not very supportive, uh? Well, relating to others' problems may be useful too. At least they say so.

Good luck