So I'm dating a dude that used to beat me up in middle school now :P we caught up, I told him about the bipolar shyt, and HE asked ME if I'm gonna hurt him haha. I should to make it even but nahh, I'm a good girl (they wish)

Med nurse told me this morning to take the trazodone tonight because last night instead of sleeping I was pretty much just wondering if I accidentally ingested a hallucinogen.

But trazodone is kinda like seroquel in the crazy dream aspect so it might not be too different from last night, just I'll be legitimately asleep.

Gonna go dye my hair. Good mix going on of Foo Fighters, Halsey, Deftones, Smashing Pumpkins, Thrice, Rainbow Kitten Surprise, OLD Maroon 5, J Mascis/Dinosaur Jr, Machine Gun Kelly, Modest Mouse, and on and on. I don't know how Youtube put this together but it's PERFECT for getting the bathroom purple and sending nudes to someone where you are equally and intensely paranoid of each other