Oh, geez maybe things are swinging too far in the other direction. I had 5 hours of sleep last night, been up since 2 AM not the least bit tired. I took a 6 mile power walk outside in the dark starting a 3:15 AM. And did some ab machines and weight machines that are outside at the park. Then just felt like I HAD to have sex and initiated with H in the first time in forever. Went to Starbucks. Opened a piece of mail addressed to H and not me (though granted, they were the same to a point...we are switching banks and getting new credit cards, but I only noticed once I called to activate the card that the name on the card was H's, not mine.

Having problems with the stupid F*KING laundry washer AGAIN! It drained an entire load of water all over the garage floor, most of which we have covered with rugs as we really use the garage more as a storage/work room than a garage. I about blew my top! I am so sick of this stupid F*KING machine!

Only a few passing sui thoughts today. I read a lot but am concerned I missed some of the finer points of the story as I confused 2 separate characters as being the same 1 character for 1/3 of the book, and that was confusing the 2nd character with the MAIN character. ON the other hand, while a bit fidgety, I feel quite a bit better, so maybe the SAD lamp helped. Part of me thinks I should call the pdoc, but the other part says no, I feel quite a lot better than I did just 2 days ago.