I guess no one can help, or maybe no one has an answer. I feel very alone.

I had a meeting with my bully boss to confront some of her bullying behaviors towards me. I even used ChatGPT to make sure my tone and approach were respectful, professional, and diplomatic. She gaslighted me in response. I had told her that she takes on a harsh and punitive tone with me, on more than one occasion. Her reply was that I have misinterpreted her intention.

BS. Just last week when she got angry with me over something, she gave me a lecture about the company culture being collaborative, when I have been working there a year and a half already and when she had only just recently (in writing) congratulated me on my collaborative efforts with other teams.

I mentioned this contradiction in my meeting with her yesterday too.

She also just removed me from her Instagram, when she is connected with several other of my colleagues, making it overtly and painfully obvious that she doesn't care for me. It feels like she WANTS me to feel socially and professionally isolated. She plays favorites in the office too - giving my teammates roses for their birthday and a team lunch, and me, no roses, but lame flowers and no team lunch.

It's SO obvious that she favors others and shows it, while mistreating me.

I am becoming depressed over this issue, and work is a constant and many hours during the week, which makes this issue pervasive in my life.

I am so tired of this at jobs. I am so tired of being treated like crap. I am freaking sick and tired of it. It's happened ALL of my life from various directions: bosses, colleagues, acquaintances, boyfriends, and my ex husband was also a bully.

WTH??