so, me being me, I feel like I need to apologize to L for the stupid under-the-influence email I sent her last week. Common sense says leave it alone, but feelings-wise, like I said me being me, I feel like I need to. But I think I'd be a lot better off listening to my common sense by just leaving it the hell alone! So that's what I'm gonna do. Leave it alone.

I am not at all used to letting my thinking self rule. I kinda like how it feels.