Yes , I understand the costs of seeing a psych doctor can be very expensive, a bit different here in the UK though, but still worth considering of course if you still have concerns, afraid I dunno too much about American system,ut enough to know that there is need for improvement,particularly in mental health ..
But , glad to hear you feel a bit better and perhaps clearer about where you stand at the moment , everything takes time,and time to share can mean everything,,,thanks for your post.
take care....