Shots shots shots! Was going crazy this morning because I was ready too early and didn't know what to do so I made tea and went for a walk to the top of the hill to watch the sun rise, and then when I started my car to leave it said it was 14F! it didn't feel that cool! I just had socks, underwear, sweats, and a long sleeve T on,

I was told to take trazodone everyyyy night. Even though if I take it before I sleep it doesn't help me fall asleep any faster and then I don't have any to take when I wake up... but because mayyybeeee I'll sleep through the night (yeah, dreaming of animals radiating themselves into oblivion!)

I'm glad I feel better in that I can WALK witout needing a nap, but now NOTHING Is fast enough and everyone is slowww and I'm so impatient! I WANT TO [redacated for anonymity] MYSELF! but regardless I remembered deodorant once I got back so mission a-flipping-complished