I quit trying so hard with a lot of people in my life. Now I hear from people regularly to say, "Want to grab lunch? How was your day? Want to drop over? What are you guys doing on the weekend?"

YES, I am still lonely sometimes. I want someone who I know deeply. I like having a partner. Facing who she was/is has been very, very hard.

I have honestly thought that in a horror movie, I'd get eaten by zombies, because I'd be SO SLOW to trust my senses of what was actually happening.

One day when I was low I said some stuff to my son, and he practically whispered, "Do you not see all the good people that are in our lives now that we never would have had otherwise?"

Eskie is an inspiration to me. Have Hope is an inspiration to me. ArmorPlate108 is an inspiration to me.

What one person can do another can do.

BRO HUG!

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