A toxic person is never interested in your well being. Instead they are always using you to satisfy their needs. They attack your ego causing you to believe it’s your fault when things go bad and they are not happy.

But here is the result. When you are in this relationship it actually hurts your brain and it slowly renders you helpless because you don’t get a chance to heal the damaged brain connections that improve you ability to actually feel healthy and be independent
. It’s like constantly cutting a stem before a flower forms a bud and gets to bloom.

The best thing to do is stop the cycle and step away so you can begin the work of allowing your brain to heal and form healthy neuropathways.

Suicidal thoughts is an alarm that is telling you that you need to step away and heal. It takes time to slowly realize that the toxic person is genuinely disabling you. The toxic person does this to empower themselves and anyone that interacts in selfish ways is only using you and others and will never really care.

Wishing and hoping the toxic person will change and care is a total waste of time because these people don’t change. Instead these people are habitual users and disablers.