Dear T,
Thank you for allowing space for all the parts of me. I wonder if it is as confusing for you as it is for me. It's so difficult, but I really think that me being able to voice those parts is so important. Halfway through writing a sentence today, the 'f*** off, I don't want to tell you voice' came strong and I am so grateful that the Teenage part is able to use her voice now. Even if that's all that is said most of the time!! The battle between the parts is real, and violent sometimes, but at least it's not a secret battle anymore. I think I need to take care of Teenage One this week. I know that part really really really didn't want me to share what I share today, but I do believe that it is what's best in the long run. I hope I'm right!
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