@CANDC

Those videos should be helpful, thank you so much.

The VA actually fixed their mess and I finished my third appointment today, which was an increase in dosage. It is really hard to collect my thoughts on it, but I am trying to write up my experiences and how it is going so far and will put it in a hopefully helpful post.

A quick spoiler, I think it should be a front-line treatment, not a last resort. Perhaps that is colored by decades of failed med trials.

I don't want to jinx myself, but I think it might be the kickstart I need. I doubt it is a complete treatment, but hopefully, I can keep up with it and add other things.

I hope this is coherent, I am a little dicey for the entire day after treatment.