I can't remember if I mentioned it here or not, but P and I are writing letters to each other. I need to write mine this weekend so we can exchange them Monday. To take some of the pressure off, he said we could consider these first drafts. He knows I'm worried I'm not going to get it right. Unless he offers to meet more often these last weeks, we only have about 6 sessions left. I feel sick to my stomach saying that.