I am sorry to hear you are feeling suicidal. Please stay strong. You have your health, your life and your business. You should not let your kids’ decisions affect you because you also have a life to live. They will one day realise their wrongdoings and make things right with you.

It abounds like your wife was not committed and did not take their marriage vows seriously. You deserve better. Focus on your mental health and business for the moment. Take it one step at a time. It is impossible to tackle all these problems at once. We are here for you. Please keep strong and don’t harm yourself.