For what it’s worth I feel similar about my own art and my violin playing. I struggle a lot with perfectionism so I tend to put them off because I procrastinate cause I feel like whatever I do won’t be good enough or will be pointless. So I’m trying to work on doing things to enjoy them instead of focusing so much on the results. So it’s good you’re giving it a try again
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type