I won a ten dollar e-gift card at the virtual Christmas party! I'm so happy! The party was really amateurish and i was tempted to quit several times but i hung in there. I'm really pleased with myself. There were crafts demonstrated, a charming 3D snowflake that took four tries to make and cute edible Santas. We played trivia and sang karaoke. It was nice to be part of something.

Then i watched a new comic, Fortune Feimster, on Netflix. She was amusing and it was heartwarming to see a large woman with an unusual barrel-shaped torso being successful. Her pink suit must have been custom-made, it was cut so perfectly to flatter her shape. Yay for the plurality of images of women!

The daytime sucked, as per usual. I wonder if i am getting the Seroquel hangover. It's not until it's dark again at 5:00pm that i'm feeling good again. I dread the daytime. So desperate in the daylight. I'm only on 100mg. The last time i tried to reduce my meds i got a terrible temper and was headed for jail, i was so obnoxious. Better sedated than in jail, but it's not much of a choice.

At least i enjoy the evenings.