I want to write a little more, @123Luke123
'would have lost her reason for waking up for work in the morning' sounds like blackmail (my ex says the same). No one should do this, not your partner, and especially not your doctor.
I can understand how you feel because I thought of a man who behaved with me like your therapist: "There will be no others like him, and he is the only one who understands me." I tried with him for several years, but if I were braver, I would already be on my path to happiness.
They (people who use you in their goals) are lying, that they care. They just care about themselves. People are imperfect and have many flaws, even therapists.
You should take care of yourself. I feel sorry for you, remembering how I justified my abuser.
I came to the conclusion that only me the person I could trust. And if I feel bad, I need to change something. Because it's unnatural.
She is dear to you, but you write like you feel not good. It's a habit to be connec1ted to such people, and it becomes worse with time.
Love should bring joy, not pain.