Note to self:
Possible trigger:
Do NOT take swigs of vodka out the bottle right after getting high after waking up at 2am from nightmares of kidnapping and ruminating on how I will never feel loved and accepted when that morning I've had the hypomania symptoms. I'm not sure I should take my noon meds  (methylphenidate)
but we're getting snowwwwww! 
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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