I’m so proud of myself. I practiced violin today. I struggle so much with motivation and procrastination I usually end up not doing the things I want to do even if I enjoy them. So I’m happy I finally got my violin out and practiced today. Aiming for 30 minutes a day at least for the next 2 weeks. Then I have a lesson. Then after that I might try increasing to an hour a day. I used to have a lot more stamina for playing for long periods of time. But focus and procrastination and motivation issues make it harder now.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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