I had yet another allergic reaction! Went o the ER. The staff at the hospital were extremely nice. N2 yelled at me saying I go to the hospital for no reason. I am allergic to something where my throat closes up. I thought it was the gabapentin. Now I think it could be one of the dyes in the purple Gatorade I've been drinking a lot of. Er dr said to get a sooner appointment with my allergist. And to follow up with my primary doctor. All Caleb did was say mean accusing things to me via text! Past unfriendly. Downright mean. I said I was alone and needed support and he said I was guilt tripping him. So I said "**** off! You're just a fair weather friend!" Then I kept crying in the hallway. I've lost my friend. I was wrong about him and he showed his true colors tonight! The male nurse at least asked why I was crying. I felt so alone and unloved . I don't know what I'm allergic to and it's not my fault. I called Caleb because I thought he loved me only to find disdain and selfishness and hate! Christopher picked me up and was very kind and loving. Now I'm home and writing to you. You're a true friend! So is Christopher. Caleb is not. His true colors were shown tonight. I feel foolish for thinking he was my friend. And I'm sad I lost what I thought was my best friend. Allergic reactions are not my fault! Now I have to follow up with my primary doctor for yet another doctor appointment and pray my allergist can see me sooner than February which is my next appointment with him.