View Single Post
 
Old Dec 10, 2024, 05:49 PM
Moose72's Avatar
Moose72 Moose72 is offline
Silver Swan
 
Member Since: Jan 2008
Location: USA
Posts: 18,571
What I wrote to Caleb

Where was I? Having my 4th serious allergic reaction in the ER. My psych meds have been messed up for weeks. I’m facing ect. I was alone and upset and frustrated and feeling unloved. I didn’t know why I had anaphylaxis over and over. I cried all day today thinking you hated me and I’d never hear from you again. That’s just a fact not anything to do with guilt. So now I know I’m allergic to purple food dyes. I hate the hospital and had a male nurse come comfort me because I’m 52 sitting in the ER hallway and can’t stop crying in public. I don’t react well when people are mad at me. I think they’ll hate me forever and I get scared.
__________________
Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg
Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg
Vraylar 4.5 mg
Gabapentin 300 mg
Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily
Mania Sept/Oct 2024
Mania (July/August 2024)
Mania (December 2023)
Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023)
Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021)
Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021)
Hugs from:
raspberrytorte