I don't know if my life after leaving my relationship would ultimately be just as good, better, or, most of all, worse, than I feel in it.

Because sure, I may be unhappy, and seriously dislike tons of things about the relationship, but, what if leaving, ended up just being, you know, even worse?

Like, something may already be bad, but bad isn't as bad as like absolutely horrible, right?

So, even if the relationship is bad and unhealthy, if leaving was even worse and even unhealthier, wouldn't it be better to just choose to stay, like, the lesser of the 2 evils idea?

Which would boil down to, just trying to figure out if in fact leaving would be better, or worse - but I feel like that kinda entails a small matter of trying to predict the future, which, obviously of course, is not possible, so I just don't really know what to do, and it has really, really been just eating and wearing away at my mind...