LT, I'm hoping to still see L. I don't think I'll do it if I can't. That's a long time to be away from her especially considering her leave is just months away.

I should definitely inquire about a cancelation list. Thanks! Yeah, my pdoc, while she might care, she isn't helping. Like this last appointment, she was pushing me to volunteer this holiday. When I said no, she said: "I guess you don't like helping people". Or she was being pushy about exercise. She said maybe if I exercised, I wouldn't need all my meds. While true, it's also easier said than done. Or she is constantly bringing up religion even though she's been told multiple times I have religious trauma. It's just not working.