Hi all

I'm not sure where to start with this so please bear with me?

Those of you who know me will know all the crap that has gone on with this stalker.

Up until a few days ago things were still up in the air. Things escalated to the point where, despite having a panic button fitted, the cops were still having to check on me daily. Then 2 of my closest friends were having to be escorted to and from school with their kids etc.

To cut a long story short...things seem to have calmed down now. But only coz the cops put stricter conditions on this man. I.e. He can only leave home if he is getting a taxi out of the neighborhood.

And the BIG apology? This is the part I don't know how to explain.

I haven't been around in a while. The reason may seem weird to you all but that may be down to my poor explanation skills.

Due to my amnesia...the longer I don't have contact with someone or some place the harder it is for me to re-establish contact. Like one friend who went to Africa for 6 weeks and didn't keep contact...I had no memory of her when she came back and was extremely wary of her. We are still trying to re-build our friendship with not much luck...she is a stranger to me still.

I don't know if I have explained this right or not...I'm just trying to explain that because I have been away for SO long due ro circumstances...I'm rather scared of coming back!!!

Please don't ANYONE take this personally, it's just me being me...a scaredy cat!

Apologies to everyone if I have seemed ungrateful for the support I have been given here!

Love and hugs to you all,
roz
xx