I'm going to ask my psychiatrist at my next appointment if I can switch to wellbutrin full-time and just get off sertraline because I can't handle the side effect I'm experiencing from it anymore!!! I've had enough! I am sick of being dysfunctional! Tonight was the last straw! This is unacceptable. I don't have an appointment with her until January 20th unfortunately, but I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow morning and I'm going to see if I can get in to see her sooner. This is an emergency. I am DYING here!!!! I can't stand this anymore!!!!

In other news... today was much more productive than yesterday. Got up at 2:30AM. Typed four pages in my journal, took a shower, did my cleaning chores. Didn't get to the ezine submissions unfortunately because I was hanging out with my husband and we got all our Christmas wrapping done, but I'll have time tomorrow since he has work all day.

I AM JUST COMPLETELY FED UP RIGHT NOW!!!