So IOP is NOT for me right now. Insurance won't pay for both IOP and L at the same time. And come the new year, it looks like I'll have to pay $35 a day. It's 5 days a week for 6-8 weeks. That's a lot of money that we don't have. And leaving L for that long right before her leave...

But more progress was made! L and I had a session with H last night. It went really well. Both got along and even felt like they were on the same page now. I think this session was overdue. It made me feel really supported having both together. We all agreed my meds need to change and I need a new pdoc. L says she is trying her best to help me before her leave.

I also saw a neurologist today. She agrees that my memory problems are not normal at my age. She wants to do a PET scan. She actually got to see my memory falter. I forgot the word "Lithium". And she saw my hand tremors. But she does think the main cause is psychological stress.