@Blueberrybook and @JaneOnceMore yeah you’re both right. I think I’m just gonna not go to this appointment, go to sleep, and find a new dentist at some point that doesn’t do their cleanings that early in the day. I also don’t feel comfortable walking down the street in 20 degree weather in the pitch dark by myself to my appointment. I don’t live in a good neighborhood, at all. LOTs of illegal stuff going on around here. And just sketchy people in general that sometimes approach which is scary especially in the dark by myself. Have had drunk/high guys hit on me before when walking home from work alone at 3am and it’s pretty much the same even when it’s light out here.

So I’m gonna find a better dentist. One that doesn’t make stupid schedules where they only do cleanings at 6:45am.

I needed to find a better one anyway. They’re probably one of the worst you can go to around here but I go cause they take my insurance. There’s others that probably do I’d just need to research it. If I had to I’d pay for an uber if it was somewhere further than walking distance. It actually might be worth it in the long run.

I just took my night meds now at half past midnight. Gonna try to get to sleep around 2am and just let myself sleep as long as I’m able to. I can’t deal with another all nighter. I already started feeling crappy just staying up past 10pm and I know it’ll only get worse tomorrow if I don’t sleep.

I’m also kinda sick of this dentist cause they don’t seem to know what they’re doing. My brand new crown I got a year ago has popped off 3 times in the past 4 months. The last time they put it back on it came off again in two weeks. That shouldn’t be happening to a crown that’s a year old.