What does it mean?!?

Cat on the chair, blue skies at quarter to 1am, burnt my finger because toaster strudels and boredom... we're all heading somewhere. Is it to the heavens? Is it to the lair of the mole people?

Maybe Count Dracula will help. Or I'll listen to Dragula. I got a feeling of anger 'cause my mom didn't use a hanger. This dude I'm dating is giving off huge "my dad" vibes and that's not good, but I love it. "Because nobody loves you, they just try to fk you, and put you on a feature on the B side"

anndddd end scene. I'll be here all night people because I DON'T FEEL like taking the trazodone that's probably giving me nightmares and I prefer NOT to be the center of attention in the basement every night thank you very much.