Hi LT,

Thank you for your understanding.
I feel like I might be overreacting, but wind makes it feel like a no go at least for now.

If the focus is on me staying upright, then it's not on the practice itself.
As I said to Hannah...'Being me, I've already looked it up, and the next time the dates align is next June, for the fourth anniversary.'

Having a session on his birthday feels like a gift (not sure I'd go as far as divine intervention right now...)

Time doesn't feel like it's on my side with this, either.

Hoping that R will have some thoughts.

It's hard to find a way to honour him whilst also honouring my experience.

I've done the write and rip/crumple rituals on my own, but I'd like to use this time with R well.

Hope that makes sense,

Lost