I actually told somebody else that I SI. A lady that I work with who I love dearly I wrote her a note and I told her not to read it until later. She called me that night and we are having lunch Tuesday. I had to tell somebody. I have been getting so many urges and I feel like I am in hell right now. She said that she would never tell anybody which makes me feel soo good. When my counselor found out a couple years ago my parents did nothing which made me want to do it more. The only thing is I really don't know what to say to her when we talk. I normally don't talk about how I feel at all to anybody. I just want to feel better. Any suggestions?