hi i'm finn, im 15 per context. and everything kinda just sets me off i don't want to be told "no you shouldn't do that its bad" I know that, I can't stop myself though everytime i'm upset, sad, angry, jealous, lonely, or even when im happy now i do it i cut myself. if my arm or my thigh scars start to heal i feel this urge to cut myself, or if someone is mean to me i cut myself quite literally doesn't matter how good im doing in life my emotions just TANK and i do it? i dont know whats wrong with me cant tell my parents for sure and i cant vent to my friends or anyone remotely close to me because i will quite literally burden them. if someone doesn't reach out to my first asking me 'how are you' i pretty much bottle it up until it results in a episode or me cutting myself, or a long drawn out call with 988